monday blues paired up with first day of my uni life.
apparently idk whose in the same lecture as me! ):
this week is babyy's 3rd week in army.
but i'm stil so
useless
i can't control my emotions properly. so out of control.
so much i tried to hold it back, not to break down in front of my boy.
so much for i know he'll worry more seeing me in this state.
i stil did. ):
seeing him in full uniform: i cld feel him feeling so 'full of burden'
and i cnt do anything to help, but to add onto his worry.
he brought me to his paternal's side on Sat and his maternal's side on Sun.
suddenly, i had this strong feeling:
i rly wana stay with his boy for th rest of my life.
and me, out here waiting for him everyday for his bookout, jus gives me tht special encouragement to carry on.
you knw, he has this special power to make me happy, make me smile and understands me.
tht feeling, so strong, so unique, only given by him.
on th other hand, i'm rly proud to say tht " my boyf is a commando-to-be "
so much for ppl saying, commando is tough etc..
yes, it's tough. but you get th recognition, so proud to b one.
and i knw, no matter how tough it gets gg, my boy: my strong boy wil pull through. (:
you hav al my support, darling! keep it up! keep it gg!
something positive to share: my boy attained a commando silver for his ippt! :D
jiayou darling!